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[Jan. 18th, 2007|11:09 pm] |
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UGH.... I no like mom.
She's always putting me down. I feel really disscouraged sometimes because she always assumes that I won't make it to any colleges and I should get give up on drawing. WTF?!!!!
"It's not as important as school work"
SCREEEEEEWWWWWWW school! It's making my life miserable!
Art is all I have... It's the only hope that I'll make it through in life :[ Okay..I'm not great at it, but I always keep trying at least. Couldn't she give me a little hope? Ah~ I forgot that she doesn't want to pay for my tuition either T_T *sigh* ... I don't know how I'm going to get to Art Center. I never thought it was possible, even if I had the money.
~denice |
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| AHHH!! |
[Jan. 15th, 2007|07:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Uchi | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cowboy Bebop - The Egg and I | ] |
Holy frUD~!!!
I went to my first dental visit in two years! WHOO!They only shot me twice with anesthetics this time XD
They have a TV for every chair! I watched "My Big Fat Greek Wedding" as they replaced a cavity.. it hurts no more~ but if I starts hurting, I might have to get a root canal :< I hope I won't... anyhoo, I'm freezing my ass off.
Ah~ I better finish up my projects >< ... I don't think I can make it :[
~denice
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[Jan. 8th, 2007|09:19 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cruel - Tori Amos | ] |
I feel like...shit.
he frowns upon you. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2006|11:32 pm] |
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Happy NEW YEAR!!! :DDDD |
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[Dec. 28th, 2006|01:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  moody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Candy Holic - Antique Cafe | ] |
I hate sims >[
or rather...I hate my computer.
my graphics are screwing with me.
anyway, the good moments in-game :]
kawaii, ne? ^.^
and I made a pirate :] something really weird is attached to his head :[ it's part of the graphics problem ><
my winter break is very uneventful :(
this is groSS... I vegetating like monlai ~___~
~denice<3 |
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| ba humbug! |
[Dec. 25th, 2006|01:54 pm] |
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This is officially the worst christmas...of my life =___= because as you can tell, I am posting entry on christmas day when I should be having eggnog with my family, or on a ski trip, or somewhere other than the internet... but no. I'm stuck here. Merry christmas everybody! =D
poop. A bunch of terrible things happened during the days prior the christmas :[ First, my grandma had surgery, then my uncle's relative in france is dying and he's on the plane right now(my cousins of seeing him off), then some stupid @#$%@$#*! decides to break into my aunt's house and take all her jewelery and whatnot(as I was there to witness the discovery).
t'was pretty minor, but THEE family ring was stolen ;___; kanashii...
So...no family gathering for me :] woot?
Thus I am sitting here stuck with my own asian family with their christmas spirit asian-ness surrounding me; In bed with a few movies to watch. Yep, that's their ideal christmas.
This is mildly depressing ~__~ so...I shall end it with a big cheer!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS pPlZ!!! XD
~denice ^.^ |
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| paranoia... |
[Dec. 13th, 2006|11:44 pm] |
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I took a nap at six and woke up at 8...
and within those two hours, I had the weirdest/demented dream...well not really.
First, my dad and I were in the car. People I didn't know kept coming in and g a little congregation. When they finally left, it was only me, my dad, and two friends very involved in a conversation. Okay, so we drive somewhere for a very long time. and we come up a familiar street. My dad presses on the accelerator really hard before jumping out. and telling me to drive. So....I just stayed in the back and let the car run and talked to my friends. He um...suddenly appeared in the driver's seat again and we continued driving. We arrived at this really southern house place. And I had this awkward feeling that there was some kind of occult in there. The cell phone rings...not mine, but someone left it in the car and it was...japanese. Random...
My dad got out of the car to check it out. Then this really really creepy blond lady about mid-forties opened the car door and stared at me. She had this look like I was some kind of exotic caged animal. Then she tried to poke me... But withdrew her finger really quick like I was about to bit it off. I took a pair of scissors and pretended to snap it off to making her stop trying to poke me. That didn't work. So I tried to bite it, and I did. Pretty darn hard. I was almost like she wanted me to hurt her. She was...amused with the same scary expression. It was really annoying, but had no idea how to stop her. I wanted to bite harder, but I was afraid that It might break her finger... abruptly, the car starts moving again, and she's running along side because I still have her finger in my mouth. Then..... I woke up.
Okay..it didn't really sound creepy, but that expression on her face was really...traumatizing. I can still remember what she looks like... I'm scared. ~__~
It's strange...I never remember any dreams when I sleep- only when I nap. And when I DO dream, it's usually unpleasant..
~denice(is scared?) |
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| poo...again |
[Dec. 7th, 2006|11:20 am] |
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Just a bit better, but still emo :[
I saw the worst youtube clip in the history of the world...
My fangirl-ness cannot help but care about the horrible(x1000) habbits Ruki. I'm so depressed...
I can't believe he's smoking again(and on top of that the frigg'n huge hair!) I mean, I'd be "okay" if he was like that in the beginning, but he said he'd quit, and he started! depressing, aggravated, angry bwah! all the negative emotions >.<
Smoking is so gr-ROSS!!! sure, it reduces stress and all that crap, but what about all the other bad stuff?! It effects your health and vanity and everyone else around you... It's-..ARGhhhh*man roar*
Either way...I guess, I'll have to support everything Gaze does, but it doesn't mean I won't be bitter towards it.
distraught much. |
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| poop |
[Dec. 7th, 2006|12:29 am] |
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Must reactivate!
'tis a good place to be when feeling like poo... ~___~
indeed, I feel like poo right now... gosh darn it.
~denice? |
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